Updates on the past few weeks.

Kerissa • September 14, 2017

Hey friends,

Thank you so much for praying for me and my family.  It means a lot to all of us!  Your love and support really encourages me.🙂

My sister had her abdominal CT scan, but aside from some incidental findings, the scan was completely normal and didn’t explain her symptoms at all.🙁 She saw her GI specialist who recommended an upper GI endoscopy.  That was done on the 11th.  Other than a little tissue inflammation (the dr. biopsied 2 areas, and we’re now waiting for results of those), the scope, too, was completely normal and again doesn’t explain her symptoms..🙁 I know “normal” is good news, but it’s been frustrating and discouraging for her and all of us as we still don’t know what’s going on.  Thankfully, the dramatic weight loss has stopped, but she still feels ill and has the same upper right abdominal pain.  Next week, she has an appointment with a naturopath, and we’re praying the dr. has more insight and can think out of the box..

I recently had a brain EEG that my neurologist ordered to figure out why I’m experiencing frequent (and sometimes severe), whole body jerking, especially at night.🙁 EEGs are no fun because the tech has to place 28 leads with “glue” all over your head!  I also had to “hyperventilate” (which makes you feel super yucky) and face a strobe light with rapid, flashing lights….both of those are standard tests that can trigger seizure activity.  Still waiting for results, but I do have an appointment with my neurologist on the 25th.

I also had a follow-up with the sleep medicine provider.  I have obstructive sleep apnea (from muscle weakness) and need to use my BiPAP machine every night.  Unfortunately, I’ve been having worsening central sleep apnea (CSA happens when the brain doesn’t tell the body to breathe….this is much worse than OSA…🙁).  I’m so exhausted and wake up with really bad headaches every day.  The sleep specialist wants me to use something called an adaptive servo ventilator or something else like that for the CSA, but I first need a sleep study done in the lab in order for my insurance to cover the machine.  Sadly, the lab is very booked out, and my study isn’t until December!🙁 They are trying to get me in sooner, though..  Please pray there’s an opening sooner than December!

I started that medicine for my kidneys to potentially hold on to magnesium better, but I need to wait a couple of weeks to see if it really helps..  My blood pressures can get pretty low with this med (it can drop down to 82/56ish), but thankfully, I haven’t had worsening dizziness or lightheadedness.

Tomorrow, I have a podiatry pre-op appointment as I’m having surgery next week for ingrown toenails on my big toes..🙁 Even though I cut my toenails straight and don’t even wear shoes often, my nails still curve so much and cut into the skin.🙁 It causes swelling, redness, and a lot of pain that aggravates my small fiber neuropathy.  I really didn’t want to have this done and we put it off as long as possible by just having my podiatrist clip the ingrown toenail as much as possible, but that only “fixes” the problem short-term.  He recommended that I have this corrected permanently, so we decided to go through with it.  I have to be put out for this, and I’ll have to do “wound care” for 2 weeks.🙁 Not looking forward to it, but I do want to get this problem fixed.  The day after the procedure, my pain dr. will be doing a bilateral lumbar sympathetic nerve block to calm the surgical pain down so that I don’t have a nerve pain flare-up in both feet..  It will be such a full week as I also see my GI dr. on Monday the 18th.

This Friday, I have an ENT (ear, nose, throat) appointment because I’ve been having swallowing issues that cause choking.🙁 We’ll see what they say/recommend.

As most of you know, I played violin for about 9 years (my sister taught me, and all throughout the years, we played beautiful duets together….I have to say, we sounded really good.. haha😉).  I was so very sad when I had to stop because of CRPS (complex regional pain syndrome) that spread to my left hand.

After numerous years, the CRPS slowly resolved in my left hand (but I do still have nerve pain in both hands…the nerve pain is much worse in my feet, though).  My hands have been “itching” to hold my violin and bow, so recently, I picked up my violin after not even touching it for several years.  To my amazement (and my sister’s), I was still able to play for a little bit without aggravating the nerve pain.  Yes, my hand is super weak, but I can still play with vibrato and even shift to different positions (and not just stay in 1st position…that’s violin jargon for those who are confused..😉).  My sis and I played 2 duets right then, and it brought back so many special memories!!  I was so happy.🙂 I wanted to play more but didn’t want to overdo it.

Well, a day or so after, I started having really bad pain in my shoulder, and now I can’t move it well at all..  My physical therapist says I have a shoulder impingement…🙁 It was so disappointing to hear that, but I still want to play violin!  And thankfully, he did say that I’ll be able to play again once this heals.  He said it can only be for a few minutes at a time, though.  But I’m just so excited the pain in my left hand is not at all like it used to be!!  The pain was so very severe back then with discoloration and swelling.  CRPS is just the worst.

I think that’s all for now..😉 So much keeps happening….and it’s been super busy, but I’m taking it one day at a time and leaning on the Lord for courage and strength.  He is full of grace and compassion, and I could never do “this” without Him by my side!!

By Kerissa Lee January 21, 2025
Hi, friends, First off, the piece of art above was hand lettered by me last year before all “this” happened. I’m sad to say that I only have 3 or 4 pieces left to share until I run out.. 😢 I went to see my neuromuscular neurologist in Seattle on January 8th. My neck weakness continues to progress which has been so scary. He said I need to get a neck MRI and some specific blood tests to check for polymyositis. If it is normal, though, his opinion is that this is mitochondrial disease progression. 😔 I haven’t seen my mitochondrial specialist in San Diego in more than 3 years (I started seeing him in 2014!), so I’m sadly no longer considered his patient. The neurologist sent a new referral to him, but I’m not sure if it will be accepted.. He’s almost 80 years old (one of the pioneers of “mitochondrial medicine”). And I don’t know if he’s cutting back on “new” patients.. Even if he did accept my case again, I’m currently not physically well enough to fly down from Oregon.. 😞 My quality of life continues to worsen ever since this unusual neck weakness started this past October. I know I’ve said this before, but I truly miss doing all of my favorite things (like hand lettering art) or even simple tasks (setting up my own IV infusions, vacuuming, washing hair, etc.). 🥺 Before October, I was even starting to drive to physical therapy or the grocery store. Yes, I’m 32 and still don’t have my driver’s license due to being preoccupied fighting mitochondrial disease for almost 15 years now. I never shared the exciting news that I was able to get my driver’s permit over 2 years ago, and it was so fun to drive myself to appointments close to home. Now, I can’t do any of the above which has been difficult to process. I shed tears every now and then just thinking about all that has changed. 😢 I’m having to go to bed around 6:30 PM to lie down and rest my neck. But I’m so uncomfortable from the pain, and I don’t fall asleep until after 3 AM every night. So my pain dr. referred me to palliative care. 😢I know it’s not hospice, but I’m still sad we’re at the point where I even need palliative care. Unfortunately, they’re most likely going to deny the referral (if they haven’t already) because we were told they only see cancer or heart transplant patients. I even checked if there’s palliative outside of OHSU, but they, too, see only oncology. It’s so hard that cancer gets a lot of funding, research, and support, and those with rare diseases are left “on their own.” It’s isolating and lonely. 🥺 I saw my PCP again, and he is just the best and full of compassion. ❤️ He placed the neck MRI as urgent and also ordered more labs to keep pursuing answers since all this is such an atypical picture if it was mito progression.. In case palliative turns my case down, my dr. told me that the internal medicine clinic has a complex and chronic pain management clinic (different from the pain center that I’ve been going to since 2011). He referred me to them to try and help me get more comfortable. I have a wonderful team of doctors and an amazing naturopath, but I’m even going to see a functional medicine doctor for the first time on the 23rd. Praying he could maybe have some additional insight on everything and will offer some fresh ideas for treatment as well.. I also have an appointment with the metabolic geneticist on the 28th.. I’ve read through the Bible more than once, but it’s amazing how the Lord points us to specific verses at just the right time. I don’t know about you, but sometimes I think, “I don’t remember reading this before!” Paul David Tripp’s newest devotional Everyday Gospel has been so very encouraging. He shared 2 verses from the book of Genesis where Jacob said that God “answers me in the day of my distress and has been with me wherever I have gone” (35:3). Several chapters later, Jacob also said that God “has been my shepherd all my life long to this day” (48:15). When I read that, I felt such peace. God spoke to my heart to remind me that He is with me and for me….in every circumstance no matter how hard. ❤️ Could you please pray that I can have the MRI completed this month and not have to wait many weeks? Pray that all of my doctors will have wisdom as my case is so complex. Lastly, could you pray that I will persevere and keep walking by faith? I feel so weary, not only physically but also mentally and spiritually. 😥 Thank you so much for praying for me all these years. ❤️
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