Part 2- the next part of my journey (Mito Awareness Day 4)

Kerissa • September 19, 2013

Exactly one year ago, I was readmitted to the hospital for 8 long days due to worsening leg weakness.  It was horrible.  My left leg felt dead and oh so heavy.  Once again, I had to be seen in the ER for the 3rd time in only 5 days.

I became so used to how things work in the ER.  I was examined by medical students, residents, nurses, and attending physicians.  Poked and prodded a million times, I had tubes and tubes of blood drawn to check my erythrocyte sedimentation rate (ESR), complete blood count (CBC), c-reactive protein (CRP), INR, activated partial thromboplastin time (APTT), anti-nuclear antibodies (ANA), thyroid stimulating hormone (TSH), creatine kinase (CK), complete metabolic set, and differential.

I was tested for Lyme Disease, Lupus, Lambert-Eaton Syndrome, Loeyes-Dietz Syndrome, and Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome (Type IV-vascular).  All those came back negative….

By that time, my Acetylcholine receptor binding antibodies blood test to check for Myasthenia Gravis was completed, and to my great surprise, I tested slightly positive by one-tenth of a point.  One-tenth.
Doctors still weren’t sure if I had MG because the lab in Portland they sent the blood to often gave false positives.  So the neurology team sent a fresh blood specimen to the Mayo Clinic.  Unfortunately, doctors told us results wouldn’t be finished for 4 weeks.

Still waiting in the ER, I looked out my door and down the hall where I saw two, tall gentlemen walking my way!  I couldn’t believe my eyes!  My pastor, an elder, and two staff members from my church came to visit me, and it did my spirit good to see them!🙂  My pastor gave me this book filled with God’s promises, and he shared this verse with me: “Fear not, little flock, for it is your Father’s good pleasure to give you the kingdom” (Luke 12:32).  Right then, I felt such peace and knew that, with His help, I could take this on!

That night, I got admitted to 5A.  The hospital was full that day, so I had to share a room with another person.  After I got settled in, a respiratory therapist stopped by.  The neuro team put in an order to have my lung function checked in case I did have Myasthenia Gravis.  I had to breath in as hard as I could with this contraption and push a button at the same time.  And guess what, I passed with flying colors.😉

My half of the hospital room was so cramped.  It was nothing like my beautiful spacious room on 10K.  I was so tired, so I said goodnight to my family and tried sleeping.  I would have had a wonderful night’s sleep if it wasn’t for the lady in the bed next to me.  I heard she had amputated toes and a recurring wound infection.  For some reason that night, she had nightmares, so every 15 minutes, she screamed and yelled out loud and talked in her sleep.  All throughout the night.  I didn’t get much sleep as you can imagine.  I shed a few tears, homesick, a little upset with all that had gone on, and not liking that unfamiliar place.  I was so grateful I got my own room the next day!

Every single day in the hospital was like deja vu all over again.  Bright and early in the six o’ clock hour, a phlebotomist knocked loudly on my door, flipped on blinding lights, and came to draw five more tubes of blood.  I became so used to everything—I even started trying to sleep through the blood draws and new IVs.

One of the best things about this hospital stay was meeting Brian, a medical student.🙂  Not only did he answer all my questions and explain what could be going on, he was like a big brother to me.  He tried to visit me every day, even after finishing a difficult final for his neurology rotation.  I found out then that he goes to the same church as my brother!🙂  I’ve been blessed to still keep in touch with him and his wife.  Brian graduated from med school back in June!  So happy for him.

Next up: Part 3- the time I had a 2 1/2 hour EMG/NCV study and my first spinal tap..

P.S. It’s been two weeks, and I still haven’t gotten my sleep study results…🙁  The doctor hasn’t started interpreting the data yet, so the receptionist is going to send him a message..  In other news, next week I will very possibly get the mito exome sequencing results!!🙂

By Kerissa Lee January 21, 2025
Hi, friends, First off, the piece of art above was hand lettered by me last year before all “this” happened. I’m sad to say that I only have 3 or 4 pieces left to share until I run out.. 😢 I went to see my neuromuscular neurologist in Seattle on January 8th. My neck weakness continues to progress which has been so scary. He said I need to get a neck MRI and some specific blood tests to check for polymyositis. If it is normal, though, his opinion is that this is mitochondrial disease progression. 😔 I haven’t seen my mitochondrial specialist in San Diego in more than 3 years (I started seeing him in 2014!), so I’m sadly no longer considered his patient. The neurologist sent a new referral to him, but I’m not sure if it will be accepted.. He’s almost 80 years old (one of the pioneers of “mitochondrial medicine”). And I don’t know if he’s cutting back on “new” patients.. Even if he did accept my case again, I’m currently not physically well enough to fly down from Oregon.. 😞 My quality of life continues to worsen ever since this unusual neck weakness started this past October. I know I’ve said this before, but I truly miss doing all of my favorite things (like hand lettering art) or even simple tasks (setting up my own IV infusions, vacuuming, washing hair, etc.). 🥺 Before October, I was even starting to drive to physical therapy or the grocery store. Yes, I’m 32 and still don’t have my driver’s license due to being preoccupied fighting mitochondrial disease for almost 15 years now. I never shared the exciting news that I was able to get my driver’s permit over 2 years ago, and it was so fun to drive myself to appointments close to home. Now, I can’t do any of the above which has been difficult to process. I shed tears every now and then just thinking about all that has changed. 😢 I’m having to go to bed around 6:30 PM to lie down and rest my neck. But I’m so uncomfortable from the pain, and I don’t fall asleep until after 3 AM every night. So my pain dr. referred me to palliative care. 😢I know it’s not hospice, but I’m still sad we’re at the point where I even need palliative care. Unfortunately, they’re most likely going to deny the referral (if they haven’t already) because we were told they only see cancer or heart transplant patients. I even checked if there’s palliative outside of OHSU, but they, too, see only oncology. It’s so hard that cancer gets a lot of funding, research, and support, and those with rare diseases are left “on their own.” It’s isolating and lonely. 🥺 I saw my PCP again, and he is just the best and full of compassion. ❤️ He placed the neck MRI as urgent and also ordered more labs to keep pursuing answers since all this is such an atypical picture if it was mito progression.. In case palliative turns my case down, my dr. told me that the internal medicine clinic has a complex and chronic pain management clinic (different from the pain center that I’ve been going to since 2011). He referred me to them to try and help me get more comfortable. I have a wonderful team of doctors and an amazing naturopath, but I’m even going to see a functional medicine doctor for the first time on the 23rd. Praying he could maybe have some additional insight on everything and will offer some fresh ideas for treatment as well.. I also have an appointment with the metabolic geneticist on the 28th.. I’ve read through the Bible more than once, but it’s amazing how the Lord points us to specific verses at just the right time. I don’t know about you, but sometimes I think, “I don’t remember reading this before!” Paul David Tripp’s newest devotional Everyday Gospel has been so very encouraging. He shared 2 verses from the book of Genesis where Jacob said that God “answers me in the day of my distress and has been with me wherever I have gone” (35:3). Several chapters later, Jacob also said that God “has been my shepherd all my life long to this day” (48:15). When I read that, I felt such peace. God spoke to my heart to remind me that He is with me and for me….in every circumstance no matter how hard. ❤️ Could you please pray that I can have the MRI completed this month and not have to wait many weeks? Pray that all of my doctors will have wisdom as my case is so complex. Lastly, could you pray that I will persevere and keep walking by faith? I feel so weary, not only physically but also mentally and spiritually. 😥 Thank you so much for praying for me all these years. ❤️
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