A rough month.

Kerissa • August 31, 2016

Hello friends.🙂

I just wanted to say a huge thank-you for all of your prayers, cards, flowers, and encouragement!  I’m so thankful for all of you.  You guys brighten up my life.

I’m sorry it’s been almost a month since I last blogged.  Post-op recovery from my hip surgery and muscle biopsy has been extremely rough, and I’ve had to literally draw all of my strength (physically, mentally, and spiritually) from the Lord!  This month of August, I had 18 appointments on top of surgery and hospital stays.  But the Lord is full of grace, and He sustained me through it all.

I was in the hospital for 4 days after surgery instead of just overnight because my mitochondrial disease never makes things simple or easy. lol  I was very nauseated much of the time, despite being on 3 different nausea medications around the clock.  I threw up more than half a liter  the first night—my GI dr. thinks all the anesthesia and medications slowed my GI tract a ton.🙁

I came home on the 15th, but ended up back in the ER 5 days later at the recommendation of my primary care doctor.  I was experiencing shortness of breath, high heart rate, exhaustion, and 4+ lbs. of fluid retention.  I had to spend 17 hours in the ER because there were no hospital rooms available until late Saturday night.  After many tests and bloodwork, the doctors came to the conclusion that the shortness of breath was due to being anemic from surgery.  My body is just so sensitive from having mito.🙁 The fluid retention was from one of the anti-inflammatory medications the orthopaedic doctors started me on for after surgery.  So I was told to stop it, and since then, my weight has gone back down.🙂

I’m still short of breath and so exhausted…I saw my palliative care dr. yesterday, and even though the ortho docs said I only lost a minimal amount of blood from surgery, he thinks my blood counts dropped because I have such terrible, severe bruising all over my upper leg from surgery and a huge, bulging hematoma near my muscle biopsy site.  He estimates that I lost 2 units of blood in my leg from all this.. :/  The hematoma/bruising is so very painful, and it’s putting a lot of pressure on a nerve in my leg.  Still having deep, aching pain from it.

Regarding the anemia, my palliative care dr. thinks it’s just taking a while for my bone marrow to bounce back from surgery, and he hopes my counts will go back up without treatment.

On top of all this, I’ve had a horrible headache (not my normal one..) since Sunday.🙁 My palliative care dr. ordered some IV pain/nausea meds to be administered through my central line, and they were able to do it right across the hall in the infusion part of the clinic!  I’m so thankful I didn’t have to go to the ER for meds.🙂

The pain medication helped immensely but only for about 5 hours…  We’re just not sure why the head pain is lasting so long.🙁 Please pray it resolves….this on top of everything else has been hard.  And I REALLY don’t want to end up in the ER again!

In other news, I saw my ENT dr. the first part of the month, and he’s concerned because I’ve been experiencing ringing in my ears (tinnitus) that comes with 50% hearing loss each time.🙁 He’s not sure if this is mitochondrial disease-related or something new.  So I’ve now been referred to a neuro-otology dr. at OHSU.  He’s very booked out so the hearing tests/consult is not until December.🙁

I saw my GI dr. the week after surgery, and he’s ordering a test called a Metabolic Cart to see how much CO2 I burn, exactly how many calories my body requires, etc.  This will help him figure out how much TPN (IV nutrition) my body needs.  The test is gonna be interesting!🙂It’s scheduled for September 19th.

I also had another follow-up with my nephrologist, and she doesn’t think I’ll ever be able to get off of the IV magnesium.🙁 My kidneys are just not holding onto Mg, and if I didn’t receive 6 grams per day (this is a huge amount….she said a normal person doesn’t even need half a gram a day!), my blood levels would get dangerously low.🙁 It’s sad to know, but the Lord is full of wisdom.  His ways are perfect.  And my human eyes can’t see the whole picture.

Ok, I think that’s about all for now..😉 Sorry this is so long…too much keeps happening!

P.S. Scroll down only if you like medical stuff.😉 Here are a few pics of the inside of my hip joint!  Super cool!

Before: the raised area in the middle-ish is cartilage damage/softening.

After: the area got smoothed down! It looks much better..😉

Part of the torn labrum. The doctors sutured it down. That white edge to the way left is my femur (thigh bone)!

By Kerissa Lee January 21, 2025
Hi, friends, First off, the piece of art above was hand lettered by me last year before all “this” happened. I’m sad to say that I only have 3 or 4 pieces left to share until I run out.. 😢 I went to see my neuromuscular neurologist in Seattle on January 8th. My neck weakness continues to progress which has been so scary. He said I need to get a neck MRI and some specific blood tests to check for polymyositis. If it is normal, though, his opinion is that this is mitochondrial disease progression. 😔 I haven’t seen my mitochondrial specialist in San Diego in more than 3 years (I started seeing him in 2014!), so I’m sadly no longer considered his patient. The neurologist sent a new referral to him, but I’m not sure if it will be accepted.. He’s almost 80 years old (one of the pioneers of “mitochondrial medicine”). And I don’t know if he’s cutting back on “new” patients.. Even if he did accept my case again, I’m currently not physically well enough to fly down from Oregon.. 😞 My quality of life continues to worsen ever since this unusual neck weakness started this past October. I know I’ve said this before, but I truly miss doing all of my favorite things (like hand lettering art) or even simple tasks (setting up my own IV infusions, vacuuming, washing hair, etc.). 🥺 Before October, I was even starting to drive to physical therapy or the grocery store. Yes, I’m 32 and still don’t have my driver’s license due to being preoccupied fighting mitochondrial disease for almost 15 years now. I never shared the exciting news that I was able to get my driver’s permit over 2 years ago, and it was so fun to drive myself to appointments close to home. Now, I can’t do any of the above which has been difficult to process. I shed tears every now and then just thinking about all that has changed. 😢 I’m having to go to bed around 6:30 PM to lie down and rest my neck. But I’m so uncomfortable from the pain, and I don’t fall asleep until after 3 AM every night. So my pain dr. referred me to palliative care. 😢I know it’s not hospice, but I’m still sad we’re at the point where I even need palliative care. Unfortunately, they’re most likely going to deny the referral (if they haven’t already) because we were told they only see cancer or heart transplant patients. I even checked if there’s palliative outside of OHSU, but they, too, see only oncology. It’s so hard that cancer gets a lot of funding, research, and support, and those with rare diseases are left “on their own.” It’s isolating and lonely. 🥺 I saw my PCP again, and he is just the best and full of compassion. ❤️ He placed the neck MRI as urgent and also ordered more labs to keep pursuing answers since all this is such an atypical picture if it was mito progression.. In case palliative turns my case down, my dr. told me that the internal medicine clinic has a complex and chronic pain management clinic (different from the pain center that I’ve been going to since 2011). He referred me to them to try and help me get more comfortable. I have a wonderful team of doctors and an amazing naturopath, but I’m even going to see a functional medicine doctor for the first time on the 23rd. Praying he could maybe have some additional insight on everything and will offer some fresh ideas for treatment as well.. I also have an appointment with the metabolic geneticist on the 28th.. I’ve read through the Bible more than once, but it’s amazing how the Lord points us to specific verses at just the right time. I don’t know about you, but sometimes I think, “I don’t remember reading this before!” Paul David Tripp’s newest devotional Everyday Gospel has been so very encouraging. He shared 2 verses from the book of Genesis where Jacob said that God “answers me in the day of my distress and has been with me wherever I have gone” (35:3). Several chapters later, Jacob also said that God “has been my shepherd all my life long to this day” (48:15). When I read that, I felt such peace. God spoke to my heart to remind me that He is with me and for me….in every circumstance no matter how hard. ❤️ Could you please pray that I can have the MRI completed this month and not have to wait many weeks? Pray that all of my doctors will have wisdom as my case is so complex. Lastly, could you pray that I will persevere and keep walking by faith? I feel so weary, not only physically but also mentally and spiritually. 😥 Thank you so much for praying for me all these years. ❤️
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