Sepsis….a second time. And news on baby Charlie Gard.

Kerissa • July 15, 2017

Hi friends,

Wow!!  So much has happened, but I will just go right in and try to tell you everything..

The last week of June, I started feeling very off with episodes of nausea and severe head pain (not my “normal”) all over….it even hurt to move my eyes. So on Tuesday the 27th, I decided to check my temperature.  It was 100.9 degrees…I thought that was weird and wondered if it was registering correctly.  The next day, my nurse came over for my weekly blood draw and port needle/dressing site change.  She checked my vitals like she always does.  If I remember correctly, my temp showed that it was 101.8 with her temporal thermometer.  So to make sure, she checked my temp again but this time with her  tympanic (ear) thermometer.  It registered as 102.1.  She was not expecting that.  She even checked my temp again with my own thermometer, and it was 102.4.  I told her everything and how I was feeling terrible, so she called the nurse on-call at my GI doctor’s office.  Because the clinic was almost closing by that time, my GI dr. recommended that I go to the ER in case I had an infection from my port.

I really didn’t want to go as I had 2 ER visits (see previous post) already that month alone!  But because I was feeling so bad, we agreed to head back to the ER.  I beat my record for most ER visits in a month! haha Just to double-check once again, I checked my temp right before my mom and I left the house, and it was 102.7.

Thankfully, there was hardly any wait time when we arrived.  I had several tubes of blood drawn, and the doctors also ordered a chest x-ray and urinalysis to rule out a bladder infection.  The x-ray and urine tests were completely normal, so the doctor prepared me with the news that I would most likely be admitted as blood cultures take up to 48 hours (or longer) to grow.

Sadly, the hospital had no rooms available, so my first night there was spent in the ER.  I was hooked up to monitors because I had a very high heart rate.  I also had lots of IV fluids running.  I was very sleepy and felt so sick from whatever was going on. The hospital medicine dr. who came to the ER to consult said I was septic…. I couldn’t believe that my port got infected after only 5 months!

It got placed in January….and we now know that a port is not the best kind of vein access for me because I have to get accessed every single day for my IV infusions….this meant that the port needle had to stay in my chest all the time which is a higher risk for infection, even though the needle did get changed once a week.  You may think, “Doesn’t a regular central line stay in all the time, too?”  Yes, it does, but it’s not pulled out and a new one isn’t inserted every week like a port needle…each time a port needle is inserted, there’s a higher chance for bacteria to get inside…hope that makes sense. :/  Usually, patients with ports aren’t accessed every day…they may use it a few days in a week, but then the needle gets removed for a little while afterwards and is not used at all.

But back to the story.. The doctors now were just waiting for the cultures to grow to see what kind of bacteria this was.  And before even 48 hours went by, my blood cultures from my port started growing Staphylococcus Epidermidis.  Even my blood directly grew this bacteria which was not good at all.

At around 6 AM, I was moved to a room on 14A, and I was so grateful that it was a private one!  It even had a beautiful view (see picture above)!

The infectious disease team started caring for me in addition to the hospitalists….they put me on 2 very aggressive IV antibiotics.  Early each morning around 3:30-5:30 AM, I had to get poked for blood work.  IV therapy also had to place IVs in both of my arms because the IV antibiotics (along with my regular IV nutrition and magnesium) were so hard on my veins.   It was extremely painful to infuse such strong medications in my small veins.

On Monday (7/3), the infectious disease specialist called my GI dr. to see if there was any way I could get off TPN and just do tube feeds, but my GI dr. explained how I couldn’t stop it at all because I need the nutrition, IV fluids, and magnesium.

Even while I was inpatient, the doctors ordered something called  a “calorie count” to see how many calories I eat orally in a day.  They figured out that I eat around 500 calories on average per day, and I would need to eat much more than twice that to not need TPN.

At first, Infectious Disease wanted to try and save my port (i.e., not remove it) because needing to remove and replace ports/lines means less and less vein access down the road due to scar tissue, but after consulting with my GI dr. and the hospitalists, they all agreed that it was best to remove it and place a new central line.

I had surgery that afternoon to remove my port.  It turned out to be the right decision after all—they cultured the port catheter tip, and it still came back positive for S. Epidermidis, even though I continued to be on the strong IV antibiotics.  The port surgery was rough as I had to be awake for it. My surgeon took a picture of my chest incision, and I would share it here, but it’s graphic. haha

Long story short, I was in the hospital for a total of 9 days.  I had surgery #16 on 7/5 to place a new Hickman central line.  I love my new line! And I pray it lasts much longer than 5 months.

This is the second time I’ve had sepsis due to a central line-associated bloodstream infection (Staphylococcus Capitis grew in my blood last year), and I wonder if it will happen once a year from now on.. My doctors said it’s not a matter of “if” but “when” it will get infected again.  But I’m comforted as I know the Lord is with me every single day….my life is in His hands.  And I trust Him with my future.

I got discharged on 7/6, and I’m still doing a long routine of IV antibiotics 3x a day.  It’s so rough, and I’ve been experiencing bad vertigo as a side effect of the antibiotic. I have to wake up at midnight each day, start the antibiotic infusion, then wake up again at 1 AM to stop the infusion.  Then I have to wake up at 8 AM and do the whole routine again.  At 4 PM, I once again start the antibiotics, stop them one hour later, etc.  I can’t wait to be finished!!

I’m so thankful I didn’t have doctor appointments this week as our upstairs bathrooms are getting remodeled (it’s so very loud, and I don’t get my normal rest) on top of all this.  Next week, I do see my physical medicine dr. and my GI specialist..

Here are a few photos of my hospital stay. I already shared some on FB, but I’ll post them here as well for those who haven’t seen them.  Thank you for reading this super long post! And thank you so much for praying for me.

P.S. I’m so thankful that the courts are now allowing Dr. Hirano (an expert in mitochondrial disease who practices in New York….I met him last year at the UMDF symposium, and he looked at one of my test results..) to see and evaluate baby Charlie Gard in the U.K.  This story keeps on hitting so close to home because I have a mitochondrial DNA depletion syndrome like baby Charlie (I have a different type, tho).  Feel free to read these links that I highlighted to learn more about this precious baby.  Continuing to pray for little 11-month old Charlie and his parents! #iamcharliegard #charliesfight

 

taking a short walk for the first time this hospital admission

my mom and dad surprised me with balloons and a treat!

a therapy dog came to visit me, and it was so much fun!

my IV and tube feeding pumps.

feeling sore after having my new central line placed.

this is what my IV antibiotic looks like! lol

 

By Kerissa Lee March 31, 2026
Dear Dr. Phillips, There aren’t enough words to express how thankful I am to have had such an amazing GI doctor like you these past 13 years. I think of all the hard challenges that have happened starting at age 20 and beyond: experiencing GI dysmotility, not being able to eat “normal” foods without terrible abdominal pain/distention, only tolerating soft consistencies like baby food pouches (which was not fun as a 22 year old!), needing an NJ tube placed down my nose, having a jejunostomy tube surgically placed, then no longer tolerating tube feeds, dropping down to 77 pounds, getting admitted the day after Christmas to start TPN, being surprised by the extremely high copper levels on my liver biopsy and starting treatment for that, going through septic shock which caused ischemic hepatitis (remember when my liver function test was 1674!), having sepsis 5 other times from multiple central lines and ports, requiring urgent surgery to remove my gallbladder, needing D10 added to my IV fluids for numerous mitochondrial crashes, and much more. Through all the highs and lows, you were there for me, and I truly feel like I hit the “doctor jackpot” to have had a GI specialist as caring, compassionate, knowledgeable, and kind as you. I shed quite a few tears to my chagrin at my last in-person appointment with you in February 2026, and I still do as I reminisce and write this letter. But, they aren’t just tears of sadness. They are also tears of gratitude—I know this journey would have been much more difficult if I didn’t have your wonderful care and support all these years. I’m so happy that I was able to get off of TPN back then after 5 years of being on it. Not only that, but I’m so thankful that I can eat orally to my heart’s content without pain and abdominal distention. I know that’s in part due to you, so thank you. From the bottom of my heart, thank you so very much for caring for me. I will never forget you, and I wish you all the best as you start your retirement. :’) With immense gratitude, Kerissa
By Kerissa Lee March 17, 2026
"God is always doing more than we know, working toward a good we will one day rejoice in." -Lysa Terkeurst
By Kerissa Lee March 7, 2026
Hi, friends, I would really appreciate prayer. Some of you already know this, but at the end of January, I started dealing with an abdominal abscess right next to my j-tube. I looked back through my records, and that was my 6th abscess. :( Since then, it’s sadly been one issue after another. I won’t go into all that has happened, but I’d especially love prayer for my j-tube site. After the abscess, I had my tube changed to a new one on 2/27. The surgery nurse practitioner decided to try the next size up to see if it could possibly decrease some of the leakage, but unfortunately, that was the wrong decision. It’s too large, so now the site is leaking tenfold compared to my previous size. The small intestinal fluid that keeps leaking out around the tube is full of acid which is burning my skin and making it raw. 😭 If you want to know what it feels like, imagine having a bad burn on your skin…then, on top of that, imagine acid being poured onto the burn every hour continuously. That’s how much pain I’ve been in, and I haven’t been able to sleep very well until after 6:30-7 AM each night because the burn is so intense! :’( I could cry, and I have—that’s how bad the pain is… I would show you a picture of the site but it’s not pleasant. 🥺 I’ve been emailing the nurse practitioner every single day, asking to have the tube changed back to the previous size. She hasn’t been helpful. I’ve tried all of her recommendations, but they aren’t fixing the root cause. I had to get an x-ray with contrast earlier today to check tube placement. If she does eventually agree to have the tube changed, I don’t know how I’ll bear the pain of the procedure… Remember, they don’t use sedation for these procedures (my GI specialist is shocked they don’t!), and even though I’ve been asking for lidocaine to be injected for past tube replacements, how do I bear to have needles pushed into such raw tissue?! 😭 Please pray that I will be courageous and strong in the Lord. I think of the verse from Philippians 4:19, and it’s comforting: “And my God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus.” He will grant me the peace and strength I need to be brave. His grace is sufficient. ❤️