Reflections on this past year 2013
Kerissa • January 1, 2014
Another year is just about over! As I look back on these past 12 months….2013 was filled with unexpected events and a lot of “firsts” (and “seconds”). You could say this is my belated Christmas letter..
I’m sorry if this is a bit long….a lot happened this year. lol
In the middle of January
, I came down with a 103.3 fever that wouldn’t break, even after taking Advil and Aleve that morning and the night before.
I took my first
ambulance ride to the ER after the paramedics came to my house. I remember hearing one paramedic saying, “She’s burning up.” And still another told me, “I’m so glad your dad called us.”
My heart rate got very high (in the 150 bpm range)—the doctors had to quickly give me about 4 liters of IV fluids before things started calming down. One resident dr. told me, “You’re a troublemaker!”
My labwork came back all out of whack, and I tested positive for Influenza B. The flu hit my mom and sister as well, but it was the hardest on me because of the mitochondrial disease..
The flu caused a terrible CRPS flare-up
—the pain got so unbearable, and my feet swelled up.
Once I recovered from that ordeal, I had my first
bilateral lumbar sympathetic block to calm the pain down. After doing LSBs for 25 years, Dr. S told me that was his first
time performing a bilateral one!
In April
, my parents, sister, and I traveled to Cincinnati, Ohio for the first
time where I saw Genetics, Neurology, and Pain at Cincinnati Children’s Hospital Medical Center!
We spent a week there, and this is when the doctors really started suspecting mitochondrial disease.
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Met this precious little guy at the RMH! He was getting ready to have a bone marrow transplant! I know I shared this pic before, but it’s one of my favorites! |
On May
21st, my 90 year old grandma (my dad’s mom) passed away suddenly due to a suspected pulmonary embolism. :'( That was so hard, and it was the first
time my siblings and I really experienced the death of a grandparent (my oldest brother was only 6 months when our grandpa passed away from a heart attack).
A lot happened in July. My 89 year old grandpa (my mom’s dad) passed away from kidney failure. :'( We weren’t expecting that, also, because he was given up to 6 months to live. As you can imagine, that was so difficult for all of us to go through two close family deaths in not even two months. We all miss our grandparents terribly.
I’m not sure if it was because of the stress, but that month, I began experiencing chronic GI issues for the first
time (which are still going on today).
In July as well, my geneticist in Cincy ordered nuclear mitochondrial exome sequencing. That was my first
extensive genetic test which took about 6 weeks to be completed.
But before the test could get started, our insurance denied the exome sequencing because it was out-of-network. The lab had to go through the appeals process which took an incredibly long 5 weeks! But thanks be to God and the amazing laboratory Courtagen Diagnostics, the testing did get appealed! And our insurance agreed to cover the whole cost!
In August
, a caring and thoughtful family in our church let my family use their beautiful beach house for a whole week!!! That trip to the coast was much needed and such a blessing.
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| Our view from the beach house. |
Soon after my 21st birthday in October
, I had a second
lumbar puncture (spinal tap) to check certain lab values at the request of Dr. H, a mitochondrial specialist in San Diego. I’m still currently trying to get in to see him, but this again may take several months..
Beginning in November
, I started having difficulty swallowing (but not from a sore throat) and severe esophagus pain. Eating brought extreme pain, and for more than a week, it felt like food was stuck in my esophagus. For the second
time this year, I had to take another trip to the ER. The doctors had me stay overnight in the observation unit as they tried getting to the bottom of this. I had a test done called an esophagram, but this revealed nothing. They wanted me to get an upper scope of my GI tract, but they referred all of this to my GI specialist here in Oregon and the motility dr. in Cincinnati.
December
1st-14th, my parents and I traveled a second
time to Cincinnati Children’s Hospital Medical Center. I was admitted to the GI unit of the hospital for tests that could only be done inpatient.
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| All of this was for the GI manometry testing! |
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| And this is what it looked like on the computer screen. |
I also had a lot of outpatient tests/appointments with cardiology, orthopaedics, pulmonology, genetics, and neurology. Based on my genetic results, the doctors also think that I have a rare genetic neuromuscular disorder called Congenital Myasthenic Syndrome. This is on top of the mitochondrial disease.. They already started me on a cholinesterase inhibitor drug to slow the progression.
This has been a tough year for all of us, but your prayers/support and the Lord’s grace has sustained us through it all!
I don’t know what 2014 will bring….maybe it will be an easier year….or maybe there will be new trials and tests. But this I know 100%: my Lord and Savior is always always good, sovereign, steadfast, and faithful!
“Beloved, do not be surprised at the fiery trial when it comes upon you to test you, as though something strange were happening to you. But rejoice insofar as you share Christ’s sufferings, that you may also rejoice and be glad when his glory is revealed.”
I Peter 4:12-13
Dear friends, I just wanted to thank you all so much for praying for me during my abdominal surgery on August 6th! 💚 All of your messages/emails really encouraged my heart! If you missed my previous post, I had to have an unexpected surgery to take down the jejunostomy tract and repair an enterocutaneous fistula (a rare complication from having a j-tube for 12 years). I truly felt your prayers, and the Lord answered so many of them as well! 🥹 My surgeon only had to remove about 1 1/2 inches of my small intestine which is great news! I was in the hospital for 4 days because my blood pressure was low and pain control was rough (it’s a long story, but pain management is complex due to a specific medication I take daily at home..). But aside from that and having an allergic reaction to the surgical glue, I’ve been healing well. Thank you again for praying!! God has been so faithful throughout this journey. I got a visit from my sweet foster nephew when I was in the hospital (2nd picture)! 🥰 I can’t wait until I can show you his face—he’s so adorable. 🩵 I’ve mentioned this before, but an important medication I take causes severe insomnia (still not falling asleep until anywhere between 3 AM-9 AM). 😞 But I saw my naturopath this past Monday, and she’s going to treat me for suspected cortisol spiking up during the night (which disrupts the body’s circadian rhythm). I’m thankful for the wisdom God gives her, and I’m excited to see if this treatment will help! It will take 6 weeks to see if there’s any benefit, but I first have to specially order it..
"God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble." -Psalm 46:1
Hi, friends, I thought I wouldn’t be posting for a while since I’ve been doing really well, but I’ve hit a bump in the road again and would appreciate your prayers. 💚 This past Tuesday the 21st, after nearly 12 years living with it, I had my jejunostomy tube removed completely. I thought it was going to be a simple process and that the stoma (hole) would close quickly within 30 minutes like they said. That didn’t happen, though, as the stoma started draining a ton! I couldn’t even leave the lobby and had to go back up to the clinic on the 8th floor to have an ostomy bag placed to collect all the small intestinal digestive juices that continually drained. Unfortunately, I’m experiencing a very rare complication called an enterocutaneous fistula. 🥺 I’m disappointed this is happening, but I’m not exactly surprised since my whole medical case with Mitochondrial DNA Depletion Syndrome has been rare from the very beginning.. I also don’t heal well due to connective tissue problems from Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome (case in point: my port site issues back in May when I had to have a new one surgically placed on the other side of my chest).. 😞 The clinic told me to keep emptying the ostomy bag and monitor the output. It wasn’t a fun 2 days. This whole process has definitely made me so grateful to God that I’ve never needed something like an ileostomy! TMI, but I lost almost a whole pound of fluid because so much was gushing/spurting out of the stoma every time I ate or drank. Losing so many electrolytes, I started experiencing symptoms of dehydration—weakness, high heart rate, and headaches. So yesterday, I had to go back and see the surgery resident who basically placed another j-tube (it was so painful again!). 😭 This is a temporary “plug,” and I’m bummed to say that I have to go to the operating room to have the jejunostomy tract taken down and the fistula repaired. This surgery will be happening as early as next week (it depends on my surgeon’s schedule).. She said it will be complex, especially because adhesions (scar tissue) form when a person has multiple abdominal surgeries.. I lost count what number this surgery/procedure will be, but I do know I’ve had more than 20! 😞 I know God is with me wherever I go and will supply me with the strength to endure yet another surgery like he always does. But, I’m still sad that I have to have more incisions added to my body. I shared the lyrics to this song before on an old blog post (the song is called It Is Well With My Soul by Matt Redman), but it immediately came to mind again when I was thinking of scars. As the song below said, it’s a reminder to me that my scars can be a testimony to others of God’s grace in my life and how he has brought me through every single pain and sorrow. In the Bible, I’ve always thought it’s so neat that Jesus still had his scars after he rose from the dead—he had a new body, and yet, his scars were still visible. ❤️ Our scars are a sign of grace in our lives Oh Father, how You brought us through When deep were the wounds And dark was the night The promise of Your love, You proved Now every battle still to come Let this be our song It is well (it is well) With my soul (with my soul) It is well, it is well with my soul
