Part 1- My first visit to the ER/first admission to OHSU

Kerissa • Sep 18, 2013

Around this time one year ago, I was in the hospital!  I never fully blogged about those long weeks because it was too fresh in my mind, but to bring more awareness about mito, I will tell you the story.🙂

It was a Wednesday.  September 5th, 2012.  To this day, I still don’t know what caused that severe headache.  Maybe it was stress…  A couple weeks before, I began volunteering in my local hospital’s neonatal intensive care unit.  At the time, volunteering didn’t seem stressful to me, but I was still getting used to walking long periods (the spinal cord stimulator I had implanted a year before helped the CRPS pain, but being on my feet for several hours once again aggravated the CRPS and I had flare-ups while volunteering).  Also, I was fighting a cold.

Anyway, that Wednesday evening, I started experiencing a terrible headache at the base of my skull.  I was confused.  I never got headaches!  OTCs like Advil and Aleve didn’t help at all, so those next several days were a struggle.  6 days later, I noticed that my left eyelid was drooping.  I thought it was because I was tired, so I took a nap.  That didn’t help.😉  Trying not to freak out, I saw my pain dr. that day for a follow-up.  Immediately, he noticed that the droop wasn’t normal.  Thinking that this was possibly due to my cervical instability (I had x-rays a few weeks before for radicular neck pain which showed I have mild anterolisthesis due to EDS), he sent an urgent referral for me to be seen by a spine specialist.  They still couldn’t fit me in for another week, so I headed home, my eye and headaches not feeling any better.  On Friday, my eyelid droop was bothering me so much!  I kept thinking, “What’s going on??”  So my mom called the dr.-on-call at the spine center and told of my predicament.  The resident sent me to the ER, explaining that any facial-related symptoms could be serious.

The attending physician at Doernbecher’s ER wanted me to get some MRIs, but because I had a metal implant in my back, that was contraindicated.  We were in a dilemma.  My pain dr. didn’t want me to get a CT scan because of the high-dose radiation, but the dr. in the ER said that was the only thing we could do.  Despite the risks, I decided on the CT scan, so Dr. M ordered a brain CT and one of my cervical spine (both without contrast dye).  CT scans are incredibly fast, and we had results in no time!  Imagine my dismay went they both came back normal.  I got sent home but had no clue how I’d “make it” another day.

Saturday, my drooping eyelid got even worse to the point that my vision was blocked.  I was miserable, trying to deal with that, worsening headaches, neck pain, and several canker sores in my mouth.  This time, my mom called the dr.-on-call who worked with my pain specialist.  They recommended that I head back to the ER, and they even told the ER that I was coming.  *sigh*

That second ER visit was like night and day!  When I arrived there, I was thrust into a different world.  I remember having 7 tubes of blood drawn.  I wasn’t allowed to eat or drink.  I had to have a bladder scan and urinalysis.  A 3rd year neurology resident came to see me.  I had countless neuro exams (checking strength, reflexes, etc.) by her and a medical student.  I had no idea that I was hyperreflexic throughout and my left leg was completely weak…I couldn’t even resist her pressure.🙁  I was so shocked that I had a weak leg.

When my parents asked her what she thought was going on, she mentioned that I could have an autoimmune neuromuscular disease called Myasthenia Gravis (which means “grave muscle weakness”) or Multiple Sclerosis but that I need to go through further neurological work-up.  When she left the room, I looked both conditions up online.  Reading the list of symptoms, mine didn’t fully match with either of them.  It was a complete mystery, and I hated that I was so complicated.

Other than a sweet visit from my pain dr. and one from a family friend, the minutes slowly crept by.  At 1:00 AM, I was still in the ER.  My nurse came to wheel me to Radiology where I had 2 more CT scans but this time with contrast dye.  I definitely didn’t want more radiation, but the doctors really wanted more images to check for stroke or carotid artery dissection.  Contrast dye for CT is totally different from that used for MRIs.  When the tech injected the dye into an IV, it felt like burning hot liquid traveling through my body from head to toe.

*side note: I later learned that one CT scan is like standing non-stop in the sun for 20 months.  Ugh.  That meant the 4 CT scans I had would be like standing in the sun for 80 months (more than 6 1/2 years).🙁  In my hospital bed, I kept seeing a lot of my hair stuck to the sheets.  If I could travel back to that time now, I would have declined the 2 additional CTs.*

At 3 AM Sunday morning, I finally got admitted to my own hospital room on 10K, the neurology floor.  Dead tired, I slipped into the bed sheets without even brushing my teeth or eating something.  I was NPO in the ER, so I didn’t eat food for more than 14 hours.

I woke up at 6 that morning, hungry and needing to use the restroom.  It was still dark out, so I ate a CLIF bar that I had brought in my bag.  I then dozed off for about an hour.  A tech later came to wheel me to Radiology once again where I had 2 chest x-rays.  If I did have Myasthenia Gravis like the doctors wondered, they wanted to take a look at my lungs and see if I had trouble breathing.

My case was very difficult to the doctors.  I had no fatigueable component to my muscles which can indicate MG, but the fact that my drooping eyelid was slightly better that day made things challenging as Myasthenia Gravis can present with intermittent weakness.  But since they were still waiting on pending blood work, the doctors believed I was safe for discharge home.  I was glad!

Up next: Part 2!🙂

By Kerissa Lee 16 Apr, 2024
Read Part 1 if you missed it.  | Part 2 | Just 2 days after I was discharged from the hospital, I started experiencing severe nystagmus (shaking eyeballs) along with nausea, vomiting, and retching. I didn’t know what was happening and was again so scared. 😔 I was told to go to the ED since I wasn’t tolerating any of my oral medications. The doctors gave me IV fluids and lots of different IV anti-nausea and pain meds. They told me I needed to be admitted and talked with the neurology and internal medicine departments to see which one should admit me. But….to my dismay, both teams made a bad judgment call when they decided not to have me admitted (my mom has since talked with a patient advocate for guidance on what to do if “this” happens again). Even the ED observation unit didn’t want to take me because I was “too complex.” 🥺 I was sent home still vomiting and in so much distress (with mitochondrial disease, anything like untreated vomiting/diarrhea is a big “no-no” to put it simply because it’s a huge stress on the metabolic system). My body was really struggling, and I experienced very drooping eyelids and worsening weakness all over. The next day, I was seen by my PCP’s colleague, and after much discussion, he directly admitted me to the internal medicine floor. I’ll always be grateful to him for his quick action and the very thorough letter he wrote. There were sadly no beds available, so I waited at home. But, the following day, God was so kind to bless me with a private room that became available. Once I was inpatient, the doctors tried to get a handle on the nystagmus and vomiting. All the usual IV anti-nausea meds didn’t resolve things, so they gave me an “off-label” medication that can sometimes help nausea. That did the trick, but another issue soon arose—I started showing signs of mental confusion. I remember not being able to explain what was on my mind, and if I did talk, it didn’t make sense! For example, 2 nurses were in my room helping each other, and I made a comment about them being married. 🫠 Another instance, my family later shared that I asked them if they could see the ocean out the window. I can’t recall a lot of my time in the hospital because I was so confused.. My mom wondered if the confusion was from the off-label nausea medicine, so the team immediately discontinued it. By God’s grace, that did the trick…. Hospital life was definitely a roller coaster. You know that whack-a-mole arcade game? Once one problem ended, another popped up. After not receiving proper nutrition for many days, I started trying to eat orally again and resumed j-tube feeds, but for some reason, I wasn’t able to tolerate either like before. My stomach became so huge and distended….even with the feeding pump setting of just one teaspoon per hour. It didn’t make sense, especially since I tolerated a high rate of tube feeds two weeks earlier when I was admitted for the neurological weakness. I kept trying to increase the tube feed rate, but my GI tract didn’t tolerate it. The doctors brought up the possibility of TPN (IV nutrition). I was very discouraged and so homesick. With no progress increasing the formula rate, I did in fact have to be placed on TPN. Emotionally, it was a struggle dealing with this new problem on top of the mitochondrial crash.. 😢 Up next: Part 3…
By Kerissa Lee 13 Apr, 2024
Dear friends, It’s been almost 3 months since I last blogged.. So much happened, and it’s very hard to believe how quickly things changed. I know many already know the whole story. But for those who haven’t heard it, I will try to recap here. It’s quite the tale, but I wanted to share it on my blog to look back on because God truly carried me through the unimaginable. ❤️ When I requested urgent prayer for the sudden onset numbness and weakness in my whole left leg back in January, I had a routine follow-up already scheduled with my primary care dr. on January 25th. I was so thankful I could see him right away for this new issue. I showed him my worsening weakness, and he sent me straight to the ED to make sure I didn’t have a condition called Guillian-Barre Syndrome (GBS). While waiting for a bed to open up on the neurology floor, the muscle weakness spread to my right foot and up my right leg to the point that I could barely lift both legs up. Words can’t express how truly scared I felt that I was going paralyzed. 🥺💔 It was the hardest time of my life, and I continually wept, not just because of the physical pain (which was the worst leg pain I’ve ever experienced) but also because of the emotional distress.. The “foot drop” in both feet was so severe that my soles were almost parallel to the hospital bed when laying down. It was devastating. Due to the weakness, I couldn’t even walk to the bathroom and had to use a bed pan. The team was concerned about possible heart/lung issues, so I had to be placed on a continuous cardiac telemetry monitor (which is different than the standard one). Twice, they asked me if I’d be okay with life-saving measures like getting intubated (placed on a ventilator) if the weakness kept spreading like it was.. I underwent countless neurological exams by nurses, medical students, residents, and attending neurologists. To rule out GBS, a spinal tap had to be done as well as extensive brain and spinal MRIs (cervical, thoracic, lumbar, and sacral). Not feeling well, it was incredibly difficult to lay in the very narrow MRI tube for more than 2 1/2 hours without a break. When GBS was ruled out, we still didn’t know what was causing the weakness. To be honest, in a way, I WANTED to have GBS because they explained GBS has a good treatment. So, not knowing the outcome and prognosis was very hard. 😢 Looking back, I remember how I shared a verse from Isaiah when I wrote my “2023 reflections” blog post at the beginning of this year: “Let him who walks in darkness and has no light trust in the name of the Lord and rely on his God” (Isaiah 50:10). When I posted that on January 1st, I never could have imagined how dark life would get. I knew God had a plan, but I was still so terrified. And there was nothing I could do but trust him (even though my faith felt so weak while in the thick of it). I cried so much and struggled with great fear. But in the midst of that dark time, I thought of a well-known passage from 2 Corinthians: “So we do not lose heart. Though our outer self is wasting away, our inner self is being renewed day by day. For this light momentary affliction is preparing for us an eternal weight of glory beyond all comparison…” (2 Corinthians 4:16-17). A phrase stood out to me: “light momentary affliction.” This trial weighed heavily on my shoulders….it definitely didn’t feel “light” OR “momentary.” I had so many questions. Could I surrender all and trust that God has my best interests at heart? I prayed that he would grant me the eyes to see everything from an eternal perspective and use this hard time for his glory and good purposes. After spending 9 days on the neuro floor, I was sent home.. The neuro team attributed this whole event to a “very unusual mitochondrial crash.” And only time would tell how I would recover. Up next: Part 2…
By Kerissa Lee 23 Jan, 2024
Hi, friends, I had a whole other post ready to go with some good news, but instead, I have an urgent prayer request. I started experiencing sudden onset numbness, tingling, and weakness in my whole left leg, and it’s been so scary. 🥺 It just came on out of the blue. I was doing so well with physical therapy each week (able to walk fast on the treadmill and leg press 40 lbs), and now, I have to limp because my left leg is soo weak. I really want to avoid the ED as much as possible, so I saw one of my doctors today. She’s concerned I’m having a big motor nerve issue. 😭 The plan is to see a physical medicine specialist, have a nerve conduction study, get an urgent MRI done, as well as see my PCP and pain doctor on the 25th and 29th for further evaluation/testing. I know I already said this, but it really has been so scary to lose function so quickly. Can you pray that I will trust the Lord and not worry? It’s been very hard, so I’d really appreciate your prayers and support in the coming weeks. Thank you so much. ❤️
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