Challenging times.

Kerissa • March 23, 2020

Dear friends,

Just wanted to post a little update.  On Tuesday, I had another DEXA bone scan to check up on the osteopenia, and then I saw my endocrinologist right afterwards.  Sadly, I have more bone loss in my hips.  And because of my hypoparathyroidism (caused by the mitochondrial disease), I’m not able to absorb calcium and vitamin D which is vital for bones.  In other words, the parathyroid gland is what activates vitamin D so that it can be used by the body.  So she ordered a bunch of labs again to check my parathyroid (PTH) level, activated vitamin D level (which is a different test from the normal vitamin D test), and more.

We got the results back, and sadly, my doctor emailed me and said I have to start a bone injection that needs to be done every 6 months.  There are side effects with this injection, so I’d appreciate prayer that it won’t cause the possible “bad” effects like infection or jaw necrosis..  Thankfully, she has never had a patient experience the jaw bone death..  I also have to take an activated vitamin D medication called Calcitriol and keep taking 1200 mg of liquid calcium.  I did and still do take some naturopathic “homeopathic” medicine for this hypoparathyroidism issue, but unfortunately, it’s not helping, so that’s why we have to resort to this bone injection….  Since I’m only 27, my doctor wants to do as much as possible so that the osteopenia doesn’t progress to osteoporosis..

In addition, those 2 appointments this past Tuesday were my last for a while…. OHSU has cancelled all doctor/physical therapy appointments for the next 6 weeks.  My physical therapist will be doing some phone appointments with me, and OHSU is also working on the possibility of doing doctor appointments through telemedicine (video).  Not 100% sure on that yet..

You may be wondering what I’ve been doing now that I don’t have numerous appointments every week! Well, I’ve been able to read a lot of books (I do get nystagmus/oscillopsia (shaking of the eyes) unfortunately if I read too much at a time, so I have to pace myself), play the online Scrabble game app with my siblings, hand letter encouraging verses/quotes/lyrics, watch movies with my family, and start opening up an online shop to sell my lettering art on little things like magnets and vinyl stickers!☺

Also hope to resume my Punkpost job of hand lettering customers’ messages in cards sometime next week…  Punkpost has been pretty busy lately because people are sending more snail mail due to social distancing!  If you’ve never sent a card through Punkpost, your first card is free if you download the app on your phone!

 

Anyways, in the midst of this chaotic and uncertain time across the whole world, I’ve been reminded every day that the Lord is still on His throne.  Isn’t that so comforting?❤ He is sovereign and in control of big things like galaxies, planets, the ocean……and He is sovereign over the tiniest of things like molecules, bacteria, and viruses (COVID-19 included)..

Yes, this novel Coronavirus is so very scary.  And out of all the thousands of genetic disorders and diseases that could be listed, I was surprised to see that the CDC website specifically added mitochondrial disorders to the “ underlying medical conditions that may increase the risk of serious COVID-19 for individuals of any age ” chart below.  I guess even they know how much mitochondrial disease affects…

*Just a little side note: for those who may be new to my blog and have never heard of mito, mitochondrial disorders can affect all the organs of the body because organs need ATP (energy) to function properly (and mitochondria are the organelles that make energy).  That’s why I have dysautonomia, terrible chronic pain, fatigue, neurological, endocrine, kidney, gastrointestinal, muscle, eye, and bladder issues, have a central line in my chest for daily IV fluids with magnesium, potassium, and carnitine, a jejunostomy tube in my abdomen for medications, and have to use an adaptive-servo ventilator at night for my central/obstructive sleep apnea and weak lungs.  I also have a mast cell disorder, Wilson’s Disease, and Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome which my doctors aren’t sure if they’re a result of mito or separate from it..*

But you know what?  My life is and always has been in God’s loving hands.  We are all in God’s hands.  And the Coronavirus can’t and will never be able to change that.  Psalm 31:14-15a says, “But I trust in you, O Lord; I say, ‘You are my God.’  My times are in your hand.”  Friends, our days are numbered.  And I pray that we (and people all over the world) are humbling ourselves before the Lord, realizing that we are finite, and remembering that this world is not our home.❤

I saw the movie I Still Believe before all the theaters closed, and wow, it was so powerful and moving…I cried buckets.. I highly recommend seeing it!  What a powerful testimony of God’s grace in Jeremy Camp’s life in the midst of his 21 year old wife’s death to ovarian cancer.  Instead of being bitter and angry at God for his wife’s death, he chose to walk by faith and BELIEVE in the Lord’s faithfulness…His truth…His holy word.  I especially love this line from his song: “Even when I don’t see, I still believe.” What a beautiful example that we can all learn from during this pandemic!

I wanted to end this post with a poem that I read from Streams in the Desert.  I hope it encourages and uplifts you during this challenging time!  Know that Jesus loves you unconditionally!  Let’s walk by faith, and we will get through this together!❤

By Kerissa Lee April 16, 2026
Hi, friends, I just wanted to write an update on what’s happened since my last post. Sadly, the 2 different tube changes haven’t helped, and there’s still so much leaking around the tube. 🙁 The abdominal pain was decreasing each day, but for some reason, it has ramped up again and has been steadily getting worse the last several days. The pain is sharp and throbbing—it also hurts to use my abdominal muscles. I saw my primary care dr. this past Friday, and he ordered an urgent CT scan. I had that done this past Monday, and the scan shows that the balloon on the tube is lodged in my abdominal wall (it’s called buried bumper syndrome). 😥 So painful, but I’m thankful for answers! I actually had this issue many years ago, and usually, changing the tube size helps. But we’ve already tried 2 different tube sizes in March which hasn’t helped. I don’t know if the tract got damaged or what.. My PCP messaged the surgery team twice now, but they’re not responding still. Ever since my general surgeon left OHSU 2ish years ago to practice in New Orleans, it hasn’t been a good transfer to a different team. 😢 In addition, the CT scan also revealed that I have ground glass opacities in my left lung, so I have to go through work-up for that as well to figure out the cause.. Aside from these latest issues, I’m praising God that my mitochondrial disease has been stable still!! So thankful for God’s grace and faithfulness. The day I got my CT results, I read this excerpt below from one of Joni Eareckson Tada’s daily devotionals, and it was like the Lord was speaking right to my heart. I hope it’s an encouragement to you. ❤️ “Present pain and afflictions tend to heighten future joy. When is peace the sweetest? Right after the conflict. When does a cold drink taste best? When you’ve become very thirsty. When do you appreciate rest the most? After hours of hard labor. When is joyful company most pleasant? After enduring long days of loneliness. The truth is, our recollection of past sufferings may one day enhance the bliss of heaven. Eternity with the Lord will be so much more heavenly to those of us whose faith has been tested, battered, and tried, time and again.” -Joni Eareckson Tada One more thing.. I’d really love prayers for my uncle (my dad’s older brother). He’s been very sick in the neuro ICU with serious issues. First pneumonia, then bacteria in his spine which later broke his back. He had a major spinal surgery but still can’t move his legs. 🥺 On top of that, his kidneys started failing, so he had to be placed on continuous dialysis. He also had to be put on a ventilator due to fluid in his lungs. Then, he still couldn’t breathe well, so he had to get a tracheostomy tube placed in his neck. 🥺 Despite all this, he and his family are so strong and trusting the Lord which is a huge testimony to all of us and to the ICU. Could you please pray for peace, strength, and healing over his body? I know he and his family would be so grateful for your prayers. 💙 P.S. I wish I could show you my foster nephew’s sweet face in this photo from Easter Sunday! He is now 9 months old—the most precious and adorable little boy!! Our lives are so much sweeter with him in it. 🥹
By Kerissa Lee March 31, 2026
Dear Dr. Phillips, There aren’t enough words to express how thankful I am to have had such an amazing GI doctor like you these past 13 years. I think of all the hard challenges that have happened starting at age 20 and beyond: experiencing GI dysmotility, not being able to eat “normal” foods without terrible abdominal pain/distention, only tolerating soft consistencies like baby food pouches (which was not fun as a 22 year old!), needing an NJ tube placed down my nose, having a jejunostomy tube surgically placed, then no longer tolerating tube feeds, dropping down to 77 pounds, getting admitted the day after Christmas to start TPN, being surprised by the extremely high copper levels on my liver biopsy and starting treatment for that, going through septic shock which caused ischemic hepatitis (remember when my liver function test was 1674!), having sepsis 5 other times from multiple central lines and ports, requiring urgent surgery to remove my gallbladder, needing D10 added to my IV fluids for numerous mitochondrial crashes, and much more. Through all the highs and lows, you were there for me, and I truly feel like I hit the “doctor jackpot” to have had a GI specialist as caring, compassionate, knowledgeable, and kind as you. I shed quite a few tears to my chagrin at my last in-person appointment with you in February 2026, and I still do as I reminisce and write this letter. But, they aren’t just tears of sadness. They are also tears of gratitude—I know this journey would have been much more difficult if I didn’t have your wonderful care and support all these years. I’m so happy that I was able to get off of TPN back then after 5 years of being on it. Not only that, but I’m so thankful that I can eat orally to my heart’s content without pain and abdominal distention. I know that’s in part due to you, so thank you. From the bottom of my heart, thank you so very much for caring for me. I will never forget you, and I wish you all the best as you start your retirement. :’) With immense gratitude, Kerissa
By Kerissa Lee March 17, 2026
"God is always doing more than we know, working toward a good we will one day rejoice in." -Lysa Terkeurst