5 years.

Kerissa • June 1, 2016

Well, guys, I beat my record for the most appointments in one month.  I ended up having a total of 19 appointments this month, not 16 like I thought it’d be..  This month wore me out..

On June 4, 2011, I graduated from high school.  June 4, 2016 is just around the corner.  It will be 5 whole years since I graduated…  5 years.  It’s hard.  I’m still doing the same thing—seeing doctors, going to weekly appointments and physical therapy, taking numerous medications and supplements, sleeping 16-18 hours a day, hooking up to IV fluids every day and IV nutrition every night, and fighting this battle with mitochondrial disease and a whole host of other conditions.

I wish I didn’t have to sleep so much…I wish I could go to med school and become a physician…I wish I could get a real job…I wish I didn’t have to see doctors every week…I wish I could get off of TPN (IV nutrition)…I wish I could do something other than fighting mitochondrial disease every single day.

But you know, I’ve learned that the Lord chooses different paths for every person.  And this is the path He specifically chose for me.  I tell you, it’s not an easy path and I wouldn’t wish it on anyone.  But with this journey, the Lord gives me hope with His many promises.  He says in His word that He will never leave me nor forsake me.  Romans 8:28 also tells me, “For those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose.”  That’s what I hold on to.  I won’t have answers to all of my questions in this life until I see Jesus face to face, but until that happens, I will keep persevering.  I want to bring Him honor and glory!

Last Monday I saw the Palliative Care doctor.  It was a long appointment discussing my whole story, all the symptoms I experience, and the headaches/neuropathic pain I deal with daily.  We mainly went over how to manage the chronic pain better and how to best coordinate all of my care with my numerous specialists.

The doctor is very kind and caring. He’s had mitochondrial disease patients, but he said they were never as bad as me. He spoke with the head of the OHSU Internal Medicine board to see if a new primary care physician can be found for me who knows more about mito and can potentially coordinate all of my care better.  My current primary care doctor is great and is always helpful in referring me to other specialists, but she doesn’t know enough about my conditions since they’re so rare.  The head of the Internal Medicine board suggested I see this doctor who is board-certified in both pediatrics and internal medicine.  That means she’s a pediatrician and an internist—she works at Doernbecher Children’s Hospital and OHSU!  She knows about mito which is a plus.  Her schedule is booked out so I can’t see her until July or after.

Regarding the pain, we discussed all the different pain management options—oral meds vs. IV meds, what types would be good, etc.  My complex case makes it hard since pain meds worsen GI dysmotility.  As a trial, the doctor is having me try a combination of pain meds that are liquid instead of pill form.  He wants to see if putting liquid meds through my j-tube can be absorbed better and faster.  The IV route is a last resort since that would mean being hooked up to yet another pump continuously.  He has been talking with my pain doctor, and they both think a long-acting pain med would be good to try if this trial isn’t helpful.  Long-acting meds are heavy-duty, so I’ve been researching/comparing them.  I also hope to discuss this more when I see both of them the end of June.

Last Friday, I received my final IV iron infusion. My blood counts were slowly creeping up, but unfortunately, they have dropped and I'm still anemic. :( We'll see what my levels are this week..

Last Friday, I received my final IV iron infusion. My blood counts were slowly creeping up, but unfortunately, they have dropped and I’m still anemic.We’ll see what my levels are this week..

This Thursday, I have a follow-up with my nephrologist to discuss the worsening hypomagnesemia.  Still dealing with disabling muscle cramps from the low magnesium. And right after that appointment, I have my 19th MRI for the suspected hip labral tear.

The following Monday, I see the Orthopedics specialist to go over the MRI results.  Praying the results help my doctors pinpoint the exact site of the hip pain!

“For I consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worth comparing with the glory that is to be revealed to us.”  Romans 8:18

By Kerissa Lee April 16, 2026
Hi, friends, I just wanted to write an update on what’s happened since my last post. Sadly, the 2 different tube changes haven’t helped, and there’s still so much leaking around the tube. 🙁 The abdominal pain was decreasing each day, but for some reason, it has ramped up again and has been steadily getting worse the last several days. The pain is sharp and throbbing—it also hurts to use my abdominal muscles. I saw my primary care dr. this past Friday, and he ordered an urgent CT scan. I had that done this past Monday, and the scan shows that the balloon on the tube is lodged in my abdominal wall (it’s called buried bumper syndrome). 😥 So painful, but I’m thankful for answers! I actually had this issue many years ago, and usually, changing the tube size helps. But we’ve already tried 2 different tube sizes in March which hasn’t helped. I don’t know if the tract got damaged or what.. My PCP messaged the surgery team twice now, but they’re not responding still. Ever since my general surgeon left OHSU 2ish years ago to practice in New Orleans, it hasn’t been a good transfer to a different team. 😢 In addition, the CT scan also revealed that I have ground glass opacities in my left lung, so I have to go through work-up for that as well to figure out the cause.. Aside from these latest issues, I’m praising God that my mitochondrial disease has been stable still!! So thankful for God’s grace and faithfulness. The day I got my CT results, I read this excerpt below from one of Joni Eareckson Tada’s daily devotionals, and it was like the Lord was speaking right to my heart. I hope it’s an encouragement to you. ❤️ “Present pain and afflictions tend to heighten future joy. When is peace the sweetest? Right after the conflict. When does a cold drink taste best? When you’ve become very thirsty. When do you appreciate rest the most? After hours of hard labor. When is joyful company most pleasant? After enduring long days of loneliness. The truth is, our recollection of past sufferings may one day enhance the bliss of heaven. Eternity with the Lord will be so much more heavenly to those of us whose faith has been tested, battered, and tried, time and again.” -Joni Eareckson Tada One more thing.. I’d really love prayers for my uncle (my dad’s older brother). He’s been very sick in the neuro ICU with serious issues. First pneumonia, then bacteria in his spine which later broke his back. He had a major spinal surgery but still can’t move his legs. 🥺 On top of that, his kidneys started failing, so he had to be placed on continuous dialysis. He also had to be put on a ventilator due to fluid in his lungs. Then, he still couldn’t breathe well, so he had to get a tracheostomy tube placed in his neck. 🥺 Despite all this, he and his family are so strong and trusting the Lord which is a huge testimony to all of us and to the ICU. Could you please pray for peace, strength, and healing over his body? I know he and his family would be so grateful for your prayers. 💙 P.S. I wish I could show you my foster nephew’s sweet face in this photo from Easter Sunday! He is now 9 months old—the most precious and adorable little boy!! Our lives are so much sweeter with him in it. 🥹
By Kerissa Lee March 31, 2026
Dear Dr. Phillips, There aren’t enough words to express how thankful I am to have had such an amazing GI doctor like you these past 13 years. I think of all the hard challenges that have happened starting at age 20 and beyond: experiencing GI dysmotility, not being able to eat “normal” foods without terrible abdominal pain/distention, only tolerating soft consistencies like baby food pouches (which was not fun as a 22 year old!), needing an NJ tube placed down my nose, having a jejunostomy tube surgically placed, then no longer tolerating tube feeds, dropping down to 77 pounds, getting admitted the day after Christmas to start TPN, being surprised by the extremely high copper levels on my liver biopsy and starting treatment for that, going through septic shock which caused ischemic hepatitis (remember when my liver function test was 1674!), having sepsis 5 other times from multiple central lines and ports, requiring urgent surgery to remove my gallbladder, needing D10 added to my IV fluids for numerous mitochondrial crashes, and much more. Through all the highs and lows, you were there for me, and I truly feel like I hit the “doctor jackpot” to have had a GI specialist as caring, compassionate, knowledgeable, and kind as you. I shed quite a few tears to my chagrin at my last in-person appointment with you in February 2026, and I still do as I reminisce and write this letter. But, they aren’t just tears of sadness. They are also tears of gratitude—I know this journey would have been much more difficult if I didn’t have your wonderful care and support all these years. I’m so happy that I was able to get off of TPN back then after 5 years of being on it. Not only that, but I’m so thankful that I can eat orally to my heart’s content without pain and abdominal distention. I know that’s in part due to you, so thank you. From the bottom of my heart, thank you so very much for caring for me. I will never forget you, and I wish you all the best as you start your retirement. :’) With immense gratitude, Kerissa
By Kerissa Lee March 17, 2026
"God is always doing more than we know, working toward a good we will one day rejoice in." -Lysa Terkeurst